Chin up, buttercup
Oh lord, I just finished a session with my trainer, and as much I love the way she drives me; I also feel like I am going to puke. I can not believe I let myself get so weak that I am actually nauseous after a workout! But I am hopeful, three weeks in and I am starting to see some improvements. I just need to make sure I keep the drinking/eating at bay which is honestly pretty damn hard in the city. Even when I try and behave, I somehow get suckered into going out once a week! But if I am going to see the results I want to see, I am definitely going to have cut out some of the crap. I told myself I would spend the rest of this year working on my physical well being, and once I have a good regimen with that, I will start figuring out my career game plan in January. I know its sad but between moving, work, my personal life..I just couldn't seem to focus on my career. I am trying to get myself emotionally straight. I finally had the conversation with S, and it just confirmed what