I don't know what has come over me recently, but all of sudden, I feel this immense pride in myself. I don't mean an arrogant air or sense of entitlement, but just a genuine feeling of accomplishment and worth. Today when I looked in the mirror, I honestly broke into a big smile because I was happy at what was being reflected back at me. I literally thought to myself, I am proud of the woman I have become. I can not even begin to explain how amazing that experience was. To just be happy with yourself! Maybe people have this feeling all the time? I really don't know? But for me (sadly) this has been a first. I feel so content, so fulfilled, and I think the reason is I finally realized my happiness is not dependent on anyone else. For once, I recognize my life, and it's course, is solely in my hands. My career, my financial security, my body, my love life, almost everything... will be a result of MY choices. I feel empowered! Perhaps, this a fleeting fee...
Me and Manu Narayan after the shooting!! Ps he was the lead in Bombay Dreams. Loved him in the show, very talented, but he needs to work on his off camera presence.
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