STRESS
A little overwhelmed recently. Actually not a little overwhelmed, very overwhelmed. Too much going on... Broke my lease, found yera a temp apt till may, found a condo, in the process of working on getting a mortgage, put in an offer, and now packing and preparing to move in less than two weeks. Not to mention, working a boatload because we are so short staffed. Plus, trying to prep for the new position that starts less than a week away, and I have to study and test out of a class for TESC. And to top it all off, I am trying to get back in the dating scene.
Needless to say, my skin looks like a volcano exploded. The stress is not doing my mind or body well. Honestly, some days I don't even know where to begin. For starters, this mortgage crap is hella confusing!! I just don't understand financial stuff. Everyone says different things, and even though my dad has been supportive and trying to explain things to me- I just don't get it.
Then on top of that, I have been trying to make time for dating. I literally went on two dates with one dude. Younger, very attractive- and everything was pretty good for about three weeks until I realized all he wants to do is get in my pants. I miss the comfort of familiarity... I just want to skip this getting to know you phase. Not to mention, I haven't had any serious chemistry with anyone in a long time. Whatever, just taking it stride, but god knows I get emotional sometimes. #weakmoments
I just can't wait till everything settles in...hopefully by the first week in march I will be in better shape, and things will calm down! On a happier note, the past couple of hangouts with the crew have been ridiculous! Non stop laughs. I am truly lucky to have them in my life :)
Peace & Love,
Nandu
Needless to say, my skin looks like a volcano exploded. The stress is not doing my mind or body well. Honestly, some days I don't even know where to begin. For starters, this mortgage crap is hella confusing!! I just don't understand financial stuff. Everyone says different things, and even though my dad has been supportive and trying to explain things to me- I just don't get it.
Then on top of that, I have been trying to make time for dating. I literally went on two dates with one dude. Younger, very attractive- and everything was pretty good for about three weeks until I realized all he wants to do is get in my pants. I miss the comfort of familiarity... I just want to skip this getting to know you phase. Not to mention, I haven't had any serious chemistry with anyone in a long time. Whatever, just taking it stride, but god knows I get emotional sometimes. #weakmoments
I just can't wait till everything settles in...hopefully by the first week in march I will be in better shape, and things will calm down! On a happier note, the past couple of hangouts with the crew have been ridiculous! Non stop laughs. I am truly lucky to have them in my life :)
Peace & Love,
Nandu
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