Hump Day Musings

So much on my mind, but sadly I cannot even share even a little bit of it here. Trapped with my own thoughts...disastrous. But alas, maybe I think too much as it is. So, for today, I push all those heavy musings to the side and just BS.

The other day I tried fake eyelashes for the first time. I LOVED them. I thought it made me look so sultry and really just made my eyes pop. I wish I had taken a solo shot of the them, but I didn't. I also wish I knew how to put them on independently, but I don't. If I did, that crap would not leave my eyes :)

I start working out again (long overdue!) and what the hell I have been sweating buckets. All my life, regardless of the intensity of my workout I barely broke a sweat. It just didn't happen. It's like my body's cooling mechanism was non existent. Not anymore. Literally 15 minutes in, and I am dripping sweat. Nasty! And my hair. My poor hair. Forget it. No point in even doing it if I am going to the gym. Apparently the same thing is happening to Alexandra. We are blaming changing hormones. Not cool. Not cool at all.

I have given up on grammar, spelling, and proof reading all together. What's the point.

I want a baby and a dog. Lol in no particular order. Quite surprised I haven't stole one of the cuties from labor and delivery yet. The mother gene is most definitely kicking in. Not ready to be a full time mom just yet, but a Sun-Thursday gig would be perfect.

Frozen Yogurt Joints. Not helping my workout regimen, but seriously where have you been all my life?

I think I might like sports. Like actually enjoy watching sports. I found myself craving a football game. I was beside myself, that has never happened before! But I am starting to get it. Sunday, football, beer, family & friends, yelling at a TV screen = good times. On a side note, I can actually drink beer, and I do not absolutely hate it. Dare I say, I might even enjoy it? Ahhh what is happening to me?

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